Putting the e to the Z's

Kyonen - Resonance
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A small soul, shivering in the cold wind
from the storm of reality

My heart rings with resonance,
wishing to join him and cry;
to feel the warmth of ignorance,
and forever let it wash over me

The sun falls, taking the last of the light
which flickered through the latticework
of dead maples,
and taking the last of the warmth away
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And I realise - The only way is up- to sprout wings and fly
And we'll fly together
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And before you know it; you've finished the last of your HSC papers.

Oh no, not yet - the games have only just begun. The world is at your mercy, as you are at your own.

Sitting here gazing into the deep blue sky of my monitor's wallpaper my mind sprung to life... Time management, time saving, time wasting, effort. Yes, I should invest my time in something a little more constructive than an physics puzzle game or singing mindlessly and doing handstands all around the house, making more holes in the paper walls of the house, turning it into cheese.

Organisation and concentration will be my greatest downfall and the keys to my success; my only bet. But when the simplest solution seemed the best - it just didn't work; timetables are horrible and cannot be followed. So how do I get organised and cover all the work? Simple - just drill the page until it bleeds, or until my hand bleeds or until my eyes bleed and then do what I normally call wasting time; walk around the house shouting lyrics from over a hundred differet songs and idling on MSN while looking up random YouTube videos, then falling back on the pages.

Suprisingly, I seem to have actually gotten things done this way. After cleaning out all the CRAP out of my room, I can actually open a book on my table and write hours on end; thoughts falling like bars of lead onto the page: Ethylene, Petroleum, catalytic cracking, im not cracking, etc.

What fired up the engine? It is you. Because you're always better than me; even when you're not, and just being there - working with you keeps my thoughts flowing and the fire burning. I don't work well alone and tend to only study in groups. ( Be my study buddy ) - I remember a lot more from group study sessions - they were what pulled me through year 11 as I didn't study alone at all.

Enter - The Timtable

I'll discuss the purpose of this blog tomorrow or some other time~

Can anyone tell me what a flow of conscious thoughts on paper is called?

Contact me: tinytim_502@hotmail.com

Tonight I take the e from timetable, and stick it before my z's

Good night,

Tim